ABOUT THE MUSICAHOLIC:)

I am Alyx. And I am a daughter, a sister, a grand daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend, I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and unsure, terrified and exited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and misled. I am hard-working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream of my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and walk on fire. I believe in passion, and even true love. I love you and i pushed you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to understand my worth.